for me just saying out an unecessary comment:
we are 出气筒.
To sergeant mayee:i am very sorry for that
i didn't mean to
but i was very pissed.
but aniway sorry sergeant mayee.
i hope u din get too offended
but if u really did
u can slap me
cos i deserve it
secondly,
i would like to apologise to staff sergeant dingyi
for making you pissed off that day
and for my stupid irrelevant and unecessary comments
thirdly,
i would like to apologise to sgt Fion
for also making u pissed with me
and for the unecessary comments made by me.
fourthly,i would like to apologise to sergeant major sueng and master sergeant sandy
for being irresponsible
even though i was informed that jiaxuan lag was fractured
and knew about the request for a sub
i did not go for it
neither did i pass on to find another person to help
fifthly,
i want to apologise to my platoon mates
for pissing u all off at times
or rather 24/7
and making u all suffer because of me
and whatever that u are unhappy with me
i try to understand
i know my attitude sucks
and i am hua chi
and i keep saying fuck excessively
and i keep complaining
and i have a very bad personality
i duno if i can change to the perfection
but i try my best
after all,
what do you live for
when u live in the way other people tells u to?
i know i caused alot of trouble and inconvenience to all
i am very sorry people
not only to my platoonmates and to the staffs and sergeants too.
all these words come from the bottom of my heart
and i am writing all these before i can change my mind
i hope that some people will not find it very 假
but if u do
thats too bad
cos i have nothing to say le
oh yah all of u can slap me
cos i deserve it too
and i dunid my freaking face aniway
jianle
